It's funny how it's so easy to forget what it feels like to be really truly happy.
It's always much easier to remember the bad times than the good times, and to dwell on the downs instead of ups. I remember I've had a really tiring January, whereas my February has been golden up until this point. It's been a great month for me personally and with other people, and I've spent my days being really truly happy. And I feel happy right now.
But I'm certain that next time a bad period of time rushes over me I'll completely forget how I've felt these past weeks. I'll be all down and depressed and "oh, why do these things always happen to me".

At least I know that it's always up-down-up-down. So if a bad period really does strike me, I'll be able to think "Hey, but it'll end sooner or later."
Of course that's kind of depressing as well, because it means this period of time that's good for me won't last forever either, which I'd love for it to!
But who cares? I'm only just one person. And what doesn't kill me'll make me stronger anyhow, so yeah.

- Yours sincerely