Urgh, being sick is irritating. I've caught a fever and it's all very weird. I woke up and felt burning hot, and my temperature was 37.6 (it should be around 37). Later it rose to 38.6 which is a lot considering that it's still early (a human's temperature rises during the day). But then I took three painkillers and it fell to 37.7, apparently because painkillers make the temperature fall.
Weird. So weird. It means I'm not getting better, really. But I don't have a headache any more, and that's always good I guess.
- Yours sincerely
Thursday, March 03, 2011
Tuesday, March 01, 2011
Update on my life
It's been a while. 10 days to be exact. A lot of things have happened in that week and a half.
I've gotten myself a boyfriend. That's nice. Really, really nice. I've been spending a lot of time with him and I've spend a lot of time alone, thinking of him. I all but forgot that I even had a blog. How silly of me!
But now I'm getting kind of used to the thought of having a boyfriend, so I'm more mentally capable of writing all this down. I just wanted to let you know.
I also got my grades for this "semester". It's not really a whole semester, but a few months. The scale goes like this:
-3 . 00 . 02 . 4 . 7 . 10 . 12
And I got an average of 8,4.
That's better than last time (7,6)
It's actually really good. My German sucks (I got two 2's) so that pulls the rest down. Apart from that I generally managed to do pretty well.
I don't have much to write today. Apparently it's easier to write when you're sad or angry. Right now I'm just genuinely happy, and that makes me want to think about what makes me happy more than wanting to write it down.
- Yours sincerely
I've gotten myself a boyfriend. That's nice. Really, really nice. I've been spending a lot of time with him and I've spend a lot of time alone, thinking of him. I all but forgot that I even had a blog. How silly of me!
But now I'm getting kind of used to the thought of having a boyfriend, so I'm more mentally capable of writing all this down. I just wanted to let you know.
I also got my grades for this "semester". It's not really a whole semester, but a few months. The scale goes like this:
-3 . 00 . 02 . 4 . 7 . 10 . 12
And I got an average of 8,4.
That's better than last time (7,6)
It's actually really good. My German sucks (I got two 2's) so that pulls the rest down. Apart from that I generally managed to do pretty well.
I don't have much to write today. Apparently it's easier to write when you're sad or angry. Right now I'm just genuinely happy, and that makes me want to think about what makes me happy more than wanting to write it down.
- Yours sincerely
Sunday, February 20, 2011
It's funny how it's so easy to forget what it feels like to be really truly happy.
It's always much easier to remember the bad times than the good times, and to dwell on the downs instead of ups. I remember I've had a really tiring January, whereas my February has been golden up until this point. It's been a great month for me personally and with other people, and I've spent my days being really truly happy. And I feel happy right now.
But I'm certain that next time a bad period of time rushes over me I'll completely forget how I've felt these past weeks. I'll be all down and depressed and "oh, why do these things always happen to me".
At least I know that it's always up-down-up-down. So if a bad period really does strike me, I'll be able to think "Hey, but it'll end sooner or later."
Of course that's kind of depressing as well, because it means this period of time that's good for me won't last forever either, which I'd love for it to!
But who cares? I'm only just one person. And what doesn't kill me'll make me stronger anyhow, so yeah.
- Yours sincerely
It's always much easier to remember the bad times than the good times, and to dwell on the downs instead of ups. I remember I've had a really tiring January, whereas my February has been golden up until this point. It's been a great month for me personally and with other people, and I've spent my days being really truly happy. And I feel happy right now.
But I'm certain that next time a bad period of time rushes over me I'll completely forget how I've felt these past weeks. I'll be all down and depressed and "oh, why do these things always happen to me".
At least I know that it's always up-down-up-down. So if a bad period really does strike me, I'll be able to think "Hey, but it'll end sooner or later."
Of course that's kind of depressing as well, because it means this period of time that's good for me won't last forever either, which I'd love for it to!
But who cares? I'm only just one person. And what doesn't kill me'll make me stronger anyhow, so yeah.
- Yours sincerely
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
"I feel good"
I feel really good today!
My personal life is going really, really well these days. My past problems (the ones I had in January) are pretty much forgotten now, and I've turned my attention to someone else, someone who (at the moment) seems like a really nice guy. It's going well.
So I'm just really happy. I feel so bright. Like the sun!
I'll have to be careful not to expect too much. Actually I think it's kind of the other way around.
I burned my fingers once, I'm not going to do that again!
- Yours sincerely
My personal life is going really, really well these days. My past problems (the ones I had in January) are pretty much forgotten now, and I've turned my attention to someone else, someone who (at the moment) seems like a really nice guy. It's going well.
So I'm just really happy. I feel so bright. Like the sun!
I'll have to be careful not to expect too much. Actually I think it's kind of the other way around.
I burned my fingers once, I'm not going to do that again!
- Yours sincerely
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