It's funny how it's so easy to forget what it feels like to be really truly happy.
It's always much easier to remember the bad times than the good times, and to dwell on the downs instead of ups. I remember I've had a really tiring January, whereas my February has been golden up until this point. It's been a great month for me personally and with other people, and I've spent my days being really truly happy. And I feel happy right now.
But I'm certain that next time a bad period of time rushes over me I'll completely forget how I've felt these past weeks. I'll be all down and depressed and "oh, why do these things always happen to me".

At least I know that it's always up-down-up-down. So if a bad period really does strike me, I'll be able to think "Hey, but it'll end sooner or later."
Of course that's kind of depressing as well, because it means this period of time that's good for me won't last forever either, which I'd love for it to!
But who cares? I'm only just one person. And what doesn't kill me'll make me stronger anyhow, so yeah.

- Yours sincerely

"I feel good"

I feel really good today!
My personal life is going really, really well these days. My past problems (the ones I had in January) are pretty much forgotten now, and I've turned my attention to someone else, someone who (at the moment) seems like a really nice guy. It's going well.
So I'm just really happy. I feel so bright. Like the sun!
I'll have to be careful not to expect too much. Actually I think it's kind of the other way around.
I burned my fingers once, I'm not going to do that again!

- Yours sincerely

Fear

"You can be fearful of many things, but it is often the fear of an idea that is more frightening.

We need to learn to move away from a world of fear to a place where we can appreciate one another.

Sure, it's risky, but it can also lead to great appreciation and bonds between one person an another."

- Taken out of context from a show on Animal Planet.

Yes sir!

Arrived home today at 5 O' clock from not being home fro 24 hours. Horror films, lasagne and good company is a great cocktail!
Now I have winter holidays for a whole week, which I'm certainly looking forward to! Saturday I couldn't quite understand the fact that I now have a whole week where I'll be doing nothing but sleep, eat and be bored!
And then Friday I'll go out and enjoy the epic coldness of winter with my friends at bars and such, and Saturday I'll be at some friends' house for dinner and talking. Yay for a whole family of friends!

- Yours sincerely

Party!

Party tonight!
Second Friday in a row, I don't feel well and I have lots to do, but it's the winter holidays so who cares?

- Yours sincerely

SRO and boredom

I'm so bored. I don't know what to do. I still have chores to do, but I don't want to do them. I could watch a film, but all the ones I own look boring to me. I could read a book, but they all look totally boring. Boring, boring, boring.
I'd rather be able to sleep the day away and go back to school tomorrow and not be bored. School is rather exciting to me, because all my friends are at school. And, you know. Some of what we learn is kind of interesting too. At times.

I'm in the middle of that stupid paper I have to write. SRO. It's about the different "special" subjects I have in school. Specifically English and social studies. Stupid paper. I have to write about industrialization in England and welfare in Denmark. How boring is that? At least it's not maths or physics. That would be horrible! I know people who have been assigned to both those subjects. I'm already dreading my own paper, and I have an easy one!
Right now I have to find material for my paper, because I don't have the pulling-together to actually write anything.

...

Like a G6?

I'm tired and I have a minor headache because of last night. My school hosted a musical (that kind of sucked), and a sort of after party (at which I ended up being drunk). I was supposed to go out afterwards with a couple of friends (one guy and an "item") but that never happened. We ended up on McDonalds and never got any further, haha.

As I said, the musical kind of sucked. The singing was awesome, but I've always hated the acting in these things. My school contains no acting talent whatsoever.

As mentioned before, we all ended up on McDonalds. Horrible. I was super-hungry when we went from the party, so we went getting food for me at a gas station, but then one of the others wanted to go to McDonalds and get some kind of chicken-stuff. Not the nuggets but something else, and we ended up not going back.

It was nice enough though. I had a good time.

- Yours sincerely

Francisco Lachowski

No words can describe just how incredibly beautifully hot he is. Just look at him. Franscischo Lachowski is the bomb!

- Yours sincerely.

I mean... OH MY GOD

Craving

I need a hug. Now. I just really crave a big hug from someone - anyone. I'm considering asking my mom, but I don't bother.
And I'm afraid. I'll tell you about it later on.

- Yours sincerely